Jenni Hiltunen - Eyelids (2010)
"Nostalgia is a dirty liar that insists things were better than they seemed."

i need a break. i want nothing more than to escape the suffocation of stress; the anvil of confusion; the ever flowing river of pain. i am so exhausted in every way that word can be utilized. i am fragile; i am pathetic; i am shattering. my grip of the raft connecting me to this stormy sea of a life is loosening. i am fading.

i know i need to talk to my psychiatrist but i’ve been freaking out for an hour about calling my psychiatrist instead of actually doing it